Thursday, April 06, 2006
@ 8:05 PM
Sigh... the world is practically so corrupted... having people insulting us, scolding us... Sharing to them about God they also don't want to hear... They don't wanna hear nevermind... I don't know whether i can still hold on to this path i'm standing now... I am still running with God... but i'm getting tired... I feel like stopping... trials, temptations, struggles crowding my mind... I cannot take it anymore... I really feel like just stopping and rest... and turn back... I feel very discouraged from all the answers coming out from friends... so disappointed about everything in my life... Suddenly I cannot sing, I cannot worship, I cannot dance, I cannot walk properly with God... Will I be able to hold on to Him? or will i just fall into the bottomless pit and never come out again.... If i fall... it's okay... but don't be like me, guys... i'm a bad example...
Desmond........................................